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Tue, 28 Feb 2006 09:56:37 GMT

Today I went with Jodie to go pick up her HSC results.. saw the gift year 12 of '05 bought the school.. its such a crap sun dial I thought it was a bird bath..
Came back to mine and watched Family guy then Bumed on the xbox like super losers =D

I've lost my travel pass so I might have to start paying for public transport till I can find it again.

I also havent had any contact with my 'special friend' for about a week now.. I hope he doesnt ignore me on Friday

What to do this weekend..
- WHO am i going to Static-X with?
- is anyone going to the after party?
- What to do after the Strange + MM9 gig?
- Mardi gras?
- Is anyone else invited to Sonya's House UNwarming Party?

I want to make a new LJ.. this 1 is filled with such crap.. New LJ coming SOON!

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Sat, 25 Feb 2006 14:57:53 GMT

'could be better' weekened

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 07:18:10 GMT

Gah! Why does my family have to have the worst timing.
Here is a list of things I could be doing this weekend but due to the fact that my uncle is flying in from Fiji I cant do shit all:
- Vulture gig
- Openong of Club Blink
- Abduction
- Drinks at Tom's
- funkyhorror 's exhibition
- Mz Ann Thropik
- Wake the Dead
I may not have had time to do them all but it wasn't like my options were limited
oh well Bought my Suicie Girls ticket.. I now have a spare HIM mosh ticket because Damm you Sara is poor like myself (fingers crossed you get a jobbie), still in need of Korn mosh tickets =(, doesn't look like Im going to Opeth =( x2, Manda bought Strange + MM9 tickets today.. my job is to make sure she doesnt make out with inatimate objects while intoxicated, lol
But Static-x is in 1 week.. shouldn't be too bad, Jared is coming down, Glenn will be there, Dooley is going then After Party at Blink (fingers crossed I actually get my arse to it) should be pretty good.. or at least better than this weekend..

I promise to get my sorry arse to Bloodlust

R.I.P. Birdy

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 00:19:13 GMT

At 6:30am on Tuesday the 21st February 2006 my Birdy passed away

2000 - 2006

from the time my mum bough him home he barely had any feathers but was still so cute.. he used to want to explore so much.. He'd inch around my dads collar of his shirt because he didn't have very good balance because the owner of his mother had clipped his wings.. then he fell trhough the shirt and came out the bottom where my dad caught him. =)
He used to sleep in a little box in my room with me full of tissues for a few eeks till he was big enough to live in a cage.. absolutely adorable.

So cheeky too, his trademark trick was to roll the coke cans along the table with his head and push them off.. the not so cool one was pushing some china statues off of the cabinet and watching them smash then dancing because he thought it was funny, lol.

If he was a dog he'd be a great fetcher.. roll the ball and watch the brid run for the other side.. sure he almost got run over.. but he stood in front of it and stopped it with his foot and kicked it back.

What an explorer.. I lost count how many times we've had to pull him first first out of a glass that he was trying to drink out of the bottom and fell in, hehe. and almost every meal time it was a war against the bird trying to stal our food from the plates.

Talkative little things... fave word must have been 'Birdy' which he'd repeat a million ytimes a day, but my fave phrase of his was 'Kiss Riss'.. I wish I could hear him say it now..

We won't replace him.. no bird could replace this little fighter.. Budgies arent supposed to live for more than about 4 years.. this little guy kicked on for about 6 or 7..
He will be greatly missed xxx ♥

Happy valentines Day Jizzness

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 13:07:44 GMT

lets update because we can..
last week was stupid stupid TAFE.. its not actually that abd Im just lazy and like to complain ^_^
didnt end up going to Bloodlust on Fridays (Sorry Lynn + Lyndall xx) but ended up going to Stonewalls across the street with mutch and Kira, hehe... i walked past the door to Rogues but thats about it.
Being a gay bar.. i must say I've never seen so many good looking guys in 1 place before.. what a shame they were all making out.. with each other..
Almost got caught in the middle of a gay bitch fight (couldnt wait for thr slapping to begin) but got pulled away by another gay couple.. they were cute too so i was happy.
Moved from Stonewall to the Shift... the Shift was way too queer for us.. even Mitch who happened to be the gay male so we went back to Stonewall.
mm then a whole lot of nothing for the weekend
Yuk! Valentines Day.. I gave a present to myself - Like it?

Less than a week till Valentines Day

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 06:37:56 GMT


	Dear Cupid, This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
A psychic told me that I would fall in love with xxbubblecumxx. cxnt79 gave me a kiss but I think they were drunk at the time. We were playing spin the bottle and Cherubicka tried to kiss my lips but missed and kissed me in the eye (consequently blinding me for 3 days).
So, as you can see, it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Mitching fall in love with me this Valentine's day? Sincerely, no-brain4jizz

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I have his bullet chain! Weeeeeee!!

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 12:46:38 GMT

Well Going to Blink eneded up being on Myself ans Twig.. No Tanya No Jay and No Dave.. what a cockarse..
Ran into Manda (sfc3 ) on the train with Jordan who danced for us up and down the asile, lol.. go Manda!
I got hiot on by some strange guy at Macca's in Kings X.. not cool.. walked far FAR away after that and ended up outside the doors to Blink somehow, lol
Didn t quite end up having the rumble with Lic that we all predicted would have happened.. instead she bought me a drink on her birthday ^_^
Danced like nuts for ages.. (yay we dance like SEX Sara!!) and Myes.. met a few 'very nice' people.. (You might have moticed as i said good bye to you sara when i was outside i amde a new friend.. hehe) and um.. yeh..

Are Kira and I fucking cute or what?

Yhe then a nice whole heap of fuck all this weekend... thats all..
TAFE tomorrow.. waaah! Tanya I dont want to go.. I want to sleep and shop all day =(

I need more money.. i wany piercings..must buy Suicide Girls ticket, opeth ticket, Static-X ticket, Korn Ticket.. pay back Matt for my HIm ticket.. Ah!! Im going to be poor.. So much to buy so little money..

Bloodlust Friday.. yay its medical night!! maybe my sticky hot pvc nurses dress maybe not.. whos going??

Holy shit! Let me touch your head!!

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:42:12 GMT

Im late again but meh.. oh well

Friday went to Vulture at the Crest Hotel with Kayla.. not happy.. Flyer said 8.. they got on at 9:45.. pfftt..
The most amusing part had to be Sam's great job of petting my hair and messing it up too.. Revenge will be taken at his next gig on the 24th..

WARNING! Picture Heavy!

mmm.. a fat pile of nothing that weekend

Bought my new phone on Monday - My Nokia 6230.. now you can all bluetooth me your cool things to make my phone coolerer.. Oh I recieved my Nurses dress too.. Hot + a 1/2!
Tuesday went to go visit Paul.. Public Transport sucks arse.. left C'town at 2ish.. got home at 5.. Fuuuccckk!!

TAFE Orientation tomorrow... so not looking forward to it.. oh well hopefulyl myself and tanya will be the same classes if we pick the same electives and we'll have breaks together so close enough I guess

Friday.. Blink anyone?? (haha what a GREAT reason to go...) yeh you know!!

Tanya is better than you and this is why.. My hair is going to be better than yours

A Little Boredem

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 11:54:19 GMT

(001) Your gender: Girl
(002) Straight/gay/bi? Almost straight
(003) Single?: Yes
(004) Want to be? Not Really
(005) Your birthday: 19th January
(006) Age you wish you were: 18
(007) Hair color? Bllack / Pink / Blonde
(008) Long, Short, or medium length? Medium
(009) The color of your eyes: Blue / Yellow
(010) Piercings? 7
(011) Want more? for sure
(012) Tattoos: 0

DO YOU...

(013) Smoke: when its free
(014) Do drugs: Drugs are bad mkay
(015) Read the newspaper: cartoons
(016) Drink: I do now, haha
(017) Talk to strangers: All the time
(018) Take walks in the rain: as long as I have an umbrella so my hair doesnt get fucked up
(019) Drive: not at the moment
(020) Like to drive fast?: drive what?
(021) Hurt yourself: yeh its heaps funny.. not in the emo way...
(022) Been out of the country: yep
(023) Been in love: unfortunately yes
(024) Done drugs: sure
(025) Gone skinny dipping: nope
(026) Had a surgery: yeh
(027) Ran away from home: yeh
(028) Played strip poker: Nope
(029) Gotten beaten up: Yep (like Im ok from last night)
(030) Beat Someone Up: Yes (poor guy..)
(031) Been on stage: Yes
2) Slept outdoors: Yes (I think there's a question missing)
(034) Pulled an all-nighter: Always
(036) Talked on the phone all night: Yes
(038) Slept all day: I do that almost every day
(039) Killed someone: I wish
(040) Made out with a stranger: Yep
(041) Had sex with a stranger: mm.. nup
(042) Kissed the same sex: Yep
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex: Yes
44) Been betrayed: Yeh
(045) Broken the law: yes
(046) Met a famous person: Yes
(047) Been on radio/tv: Radio, yeh
(048) Been in a mosh-pit: definately
(049) Had a nervous breakdown: not really
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance: Nup and if I was NO fuck you!
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back: no
(052) Was it a good dream: .....
53) School: no more
(054) Wear hats: cool ones
(055) Judged other people by their clothing: haha.. emo
(056) Judge by their piercings: No
(057) Favorite place to shop: something not too over priced, lol
(058) favorite article of clothing: my boots
(059) Are you trendy: I like to think so.. sometimes...

BELIEFS...

(060) Believe in life on other planets: no
(061) Miracles: no
(062) Astrology: no
God: Yeh thats me
(066) Santa: no
(067) Ghosts: no
Birth: no thats fake!
(069) Love at first sight: no
(070) Yin and Yang: Nooooooooo
071) Witches: NoOo
(072) Easter bunny: nOOO
(073) Birth Control: which kind..
(074) Sex Before Marriage: Too late
(075) Sex without love: no.. but too late
The pull of the full moon: dont touch
(077) Do you remember your first love: unfortunately
(078) Still love him/her: haha as if
079) Do you consider love a mistake: sure why not
(080) What do you find romantic: cheese burgers
(081) Turn offs: pickels
(082) Turn Ons: strawberry milkshake (as you can tell I just came back from macca's)
Do you base your judgement on looks alone: Not all the time
(084) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? nah they can do that bit
(085) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yeh
(086) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? no
(087) Do you think the opposite sex finds you charming: I hope not
(088) What's the last present someone gave you: my brother bought me stuff back from fiji like jewellery and clothes
Do you like someone at this moment? Maybe.. sort of... im pretty sure I do

LAST PERSON...

(090) That you laughed at: courtney
91) That laughed at you: dave, michael and kira
(092) That turned you on: N/A
(093) You went shopping with: Tanya
4) To disappoint you: Dave
To make you cry: N/A
(097) To brighten up your day: Courtney (because she got pulled out of the mosh)
You saw a movie with: my dad and my brother
(100) You talked to on the phone: my brother
(101) You talked to through IM: dooley

LAST TIME YOU....

(104) Had sex: last year, lol
(105) Laughed at someone: yesterday
(106) Cried: last year?
107) Bought something: stuff.. yesterday
(108) Danced: friday
(109) Were sarcastic: right now cockarse!
(110) Hugged/kissed: sarah, today
(111) Talked to an ex: um, sunday
(112) Watched your fave movie: awhile ago
(113) Talked on the phone: few hours ago
(114) Listened to the radio: today
(115) Watched TV: an hour ago

HAVE YOU EVER...

(117) Helped someone: yeah
(118) Felt betrayed by someone close: yeah
(119) Said "I love you" and meant it: yup

Mudvayne.. again...

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 06:43:20 GMT

Yesterday was Mudvayne, yay!!.. again.
Went to Blacktown with Michael, Kira and Dooley to have lunch and get Kira some pants, then went to Utopia for the signing where we met up with Matt and Taryn and the other Matt and a few others Including Sam.. sorry to Sara for not saying hi (I hope you get better <3 ).. like I said I was off in dream land, lol. oh yeh close to Mudvayne Lyn and Kim butted in too, (Kim left happy little silver surprise on my cheek as well.. I wonder if its still there..)
After the signing Kira, Michael, Matt, Matt, Taryn bumed around on George St for awhile (Kira used her big mouth to flag down a taxi for Lyn and Kim) before going to central. Found Sam again with his friend Pat.. or jerk off.. then Stuart toodled along too (strange.. very) oh and Manda, Tanya, Jay and Dave turned up too.. annoying trip to Roundhouse..found more peopel at the roundhouse like Jason, Amy, Aaron and Daniel.. and this guy that thinks he met me on the train..

Didnt we get hammered at the concert.. watched Dave and Matt get fucked up in the death circle during Switchkicker. then made our way to the front of the mosh before Mudvayne, haha Courtney got pulled out before the music had even begun.. and Kira and I pushed about 70 people over because we got pissed off we were constantly being stepped on.

How sad i didnt even last throught the first song purely for the fact that a) my clothes were being pulled off and b) my jaw was going to be snapped off, Kira and I took a break and talked to Kim and Lyn for awhile then got back in the mosh and ended up behind Dave. During World So Cold we all got out and went up stairs becase we're special to get drinks then moshed yet again till the very end

Ran into Sarz and Dan at McDonalds and agreed that this concert was better than the last..The ran to get another taxi back to central before we missed the very last train back to Blacktown... So sore.. but so worth it

I need money for tickets to Static-X and Disturbed/Korn/Hatebreed and Opeth.. DONATE TO ME!

yay! my PVC nurses's dress should arrive early next week in time for bloodlust!!!.. Oh I also got bored and made myself a Darstralings account Jizz @ Darkstarlings.com

"He's a figment of your imagination".. "Is not!"..

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:38:01 GMT

Wednesday Tanya had fun with my hair who shaved my mohawk, dyed and cut my hair.. didnt do a bad job too, I wish you'd hurry up and make my dreads lady!!

Thursday was my birthday.. great way to start off my birthday was getting up at 6:30am to spew.. I was so sick on my birthday which killed some of my plans such as going to get pierced and buying clothes but oh well.. my party thing still went ahead

More than I expected turned up. around about the 20 or so turned up.. I dont even know if I invited that many but oh well.. besides the fact the outside of my house started to smell worse than the inside.. must be the mix of smoke and deoderant. Got a glass photo frame off Daniel, a empty juce bottle from Finn (he picks gifts so well....), and money off others who decided to actually give me something for my bday.. (most was whatever money people had in their wallets.. so poor)..

Friday went to Blink with Matt, Tanya and Jay.. ran into Sam at McDonalds who was nice enough to stay with me for most of the night.. Met some awsome people.. and some strange people.. got tons of free drinks.. um.. yeh twas fun ^_^

yppaH yadhtriB

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 13:43:07 GMT

OhMyGod! Jizz is 18 today!!

Happy Birthday Larissa!

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 11:09:28 GMT

Went to the city today to meet up with Matt, Shell and Sara. Shell and Sara bought along 2 other friends Alyssa and Gina.. they're so cute.. i think they're lesbians (Im not being mean.. Im just asuming).
Ran into Dooley in Pady's.. aw I miss not seeing Dooley.. must hang out with that boy more
Booked my lip piecing for next week... Rob was so nice and msgd me after I got home.. haha turns out he thinks Shelli is hot! too bad she likes girls..

Appearance
[ ] am 5'4] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[xI am self-conscious about my appearance
[ ] I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (suck the fat out babby!)
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[1 week] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[ ] I am almost always doing my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Travelling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drunk a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[maybe] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[maybe] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I've taken anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying from a bad dream.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[maybe] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[ ] I dislike hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat I like for things to be orginized
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers were totally honest.

I confess that in 2005 i...

(x) stayed single the whole year.. .
() got my first kiss
(x) kissed someone new
() made-out for the first time
(x) made-out in/on a car
() kissed in the snow
() kissed in the rain
() fell in love
() fell in love with a fool
() had your heart broken
() broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
() had a good relationship with someone
(x) questioned your sexual orientation
() came out of the closet
() gotten pregnant
() gotten someone else pregnant
() had an abortion
() gotten married
() had a divorce
() had a gay marriage
(x) kissed someone of the same sex
() dated/dating someone you'll never forget
() done something you've regretted
() lost your true love
() lost faith in love
() kissed under miseltoe WORK/SCHOOL
() got a job
() got a promotion
() got a pay raise
() changed jobs
() lost your job
() quit your job
() dated a co-worker
() dated your boss
() dated your boss' daughter/son
() got fired from your job
() got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
(x) failed a class
(x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
(x) discovered a new talent
() gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
() embaressed yourself in front of the class
() fell in love with a teacher
() got a lead in the school play
() made a varsity team
() made a junior varsity team
() were involved in something you'll never forget
() got sent to the office

OTHER
(x) drew/painted a picture
() wrote a poem
() ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
() skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepovet
() went to camp
() threw a surprise party
() laughed till you cried
() laughed till you almost peed in your pants
(x) flirted shamelessly
() visited a foreign country
() visted a foreign state
() cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
() got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
() went on a diet
() tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
(x) came close to losing your life
() someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
(x) drank alcohol
(x) drank alcohol underage
(x) tried drugs
(x) got drunk
() got arrested
(x) read a great book
() saw a great movie
() saw a movie so scary that it made you cry or almost
(x) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
() did something you want to tell everyone
(meh) enjoyed this year overall

REPOST THIS WITH YOUR CONFESSIONS MARKED

100 things u have or haven't done in '05
1. Taken a picture naked? n
2. Painted your room? n
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? y
4. Drove a car? y
5. Danced in front of your mirror? y
6. Have a crush? y
7. Been dumped? n
8. Stole money from friend? n
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? y
10. Been in a fist fight? n
11. Snuck out of your house? y
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? y
13. Been arrested? n
14. Made out with a stranger? y
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? y
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? y
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? n
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? y
20. Seen someone die? n
21. Been on a plane? n
22. Kissed in a picture? n
23. Slept in until 3? y
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? n
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? n
26. Made a snow angel? n
27. Played dress up? y
28. Cheated while playing a game? n
29. Been lonely? y
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? y
32. Felt an earthquake? n
33. Touched a snake? n
34. Ran a red light? n
35. Been suspended from school? n
36. Had detention? n
37. Been in a car accident? n
39. Witnessed a crime? y
40 41. Been lost? y
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? n
43. Felt like dying? y
44. Cried yourself to sleep? y
46. Sang karaoke? y
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? y
48. Laughed till some beverage came out of your nose? n
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? n
50. Kissed in the rain? n
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? y
61. Played chicken? n
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? n
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? y
64. Broken a bone? n
65. Been easily amused? y
66. Laugh so hard you cry? n
67. Mooned/flashed someone? n
68. Cheated on a test? n
69. Forgotten someone's name? y
70. Slept naked? n
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? n
73. Blacked out from drinking? y
74. Played a prank on someone? y
75. Gone to a late night movie? y
76. Made love to anything not human? n
77. Failed a class? y
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? y
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? n
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? n
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? n
82. Thrown strange objects? y
83. Felt like killing someone? y
84. Thought about running away? y
85. Ran away? n
86. Did drugs? y
87. Had detention and not attend it? n
89. Made parent cry? n
90. Cried over someone? y
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? n
92. Dated someone more than once? n
93. Have a dog? n
95. Own an instrument? y
96. Been in a band? n
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? n
98. Broken a cd? y
99. Shot a gun? n
100. Been in love? n

ah yes and my 18th party is on Friday the 20th of Jan (days after my actual Birthday) so if you guys arent doing anything....

ONE!

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 10:57:46 GMT

Wednesday Night.. went to Mitch's place and had a girls night in. We drank champagne and watched family guy while he straightened his hair and buffed and polished and whatever else my nails.. he made them pretty! Hes so gay.. I love that girl..

Friday my brother and dad left for Umina so Mitch and Kira came over for the night.. another girls night in minus the fact that kira is.. yesh not so girly.. haha.. lots of bitching and catching up to do.. not bad
Got bored so I dressing mitch up pretty.. (havent posted a photo in awhile so some pics I took of "Mitch-elle"

Saturday Kira and I went to blacktown way too late and got my hair re-pinked.. yay!! then to parra to kill some time before we went to windsor to a party hosted by Oliva who works with kira

Party was kinda boring.. spent the first portion msging Kim and blahing about how much Windsor sucked.. Kim agreed and told me to drink myself silly si the party wont be as bad.. I wish i could have done that if everyone did drink MY drinks.. pfft.. there goes my $50.. oh well came back home on Sunday and found that my mum left my birthday cards on my bed (which means shes going to be a bitch and nto see me on my birthday.. much better that way anyway) and all together from my mum an dother relatives I picked up $170 or so.. not sure what to do with it yet.. some new things I guess.. not sure what..

Whos going to Suicide Girls?

P.S. - Happy Birthday Jay!.. Grab life by the balls! lol

and the saga continues..

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 10:24:23 GMT

Well dad is getting better.. sort of.. went to counselling today... gos I hate my mum..

on to better things...
My brother is taking my dad to Umina this weekend and considering I despise it there Im going to Kira's for the weekend.. got invited to a piss up so yeh.. things could be worse hey..

Im helping Tanya get together a few models for a photoshoot for a band.. so far I have Lydall, Keisha and Sara.. waiting on replies from Shelli and Lynn.. I cant hink of who else to ask at the moment.. Tanya if you want more I'll find you more

and Lyndall if you could inform Lynn and ask Lousie too if she wants to model

If anyone wants in just let me know

my 18th is in 2 weeks + 1 day.. I dont know what to do.. I have ideas but I'll keep thinking.. Dan suggested hiring a hall and asking bands to play but meh.. I dont know.. Roachy is having Dead Inside play at his bday the day after Mudvayne so maybeeee... I could get donations at the door so I dont have to pay for the whole thing myself, lol, Im so cheap

Oh yes and Matt rules!! He's buying me new stompy boots for my bday. a full $220 worth (Look See Here!) and getting me a HIM ticket for $60.. aw I love him..

Oh I also got into my Music Business course too, woohoo!!

10 things I want to say to...

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 09:24:22 GMT

[Taken from alot of people]

List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.

- Don't say who they are.
- Disable comments.
- Never discuss it again

im not going to disable comments

1. I like you alot... but stop pestering me and telling me you love me and shit like that... dont say it if you dont mean it.. you're a real pain in the arse

2. I wish you'd stop being such a fucking arsehole!! pull your head out of your arse and wake up and see who's worth what..

3. stop telling lies about me to other people.. I'll always catch you out because you know I'm better than you.. and my arse isnt as wide as yours either

4. I wish you weren't so punk.. and your clothes werent as holey (yes holey not holy)

5. I hearts you... I wish you lived closer

6. I hearts you too... I think you like me.. alot... too bad you're a lesbian.. and Im straight

7. I dont know whether to believe you at times or whether you're lying to me or just bending the truth.. think for yourself.. and for god sake stick up for yourself too

8. I dont know if we're still friends.. I havent seen you in like forver..you dont seem the same.. I hope we are [edited]
I know we are.. you just called me to wish me a happy new year.. thank you very much.. I miss not seeing you.. lets go spill blood together again =)

9. I've spoken to your girlfriend.. and you're emo in everyway we can think of... stop being so over-protective and let her lead her own life.. and she will NOT move in with you..

10. I miss yooou ♥

Rose "OhMyGawd Jizzzzzzzzzz!!"

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 15:48:42 GMT

It's one of those days

Today (well yesterday) my plan was go to the city to meet Matt to get my Christmas present off him.. didnt quite turn out that simple

Whilst in Blacktown with dad I got a call from Kira saying to come have lunch with Michael and Mel and little Courtney and whole heap of other people.. so I did. Got on the train to the city to get a call from matt saying their train was 20min late so they'll be there at 2:30 rather than 2... Thankfully as soon as I reached Utopia I ran into Rachael who occupised me till Matt got there. Went back to Utopia so I could prove to Matt that jewellery from Utopia is way overpriced and ran into Dooley and his little group of punk so and so's.. then caught Rose a little later on still in front of Utopia (literally.. she was stoned off her face)
found out a few certain things about Liv hating me... very interresting..
Not Much happened after that... took Matt and his friends shoe shopping.. found awsome shoes.. too bad they were like $500.. fixed Matt's hair because its falling out..

Oh yes to Lyndall, Matt needs his dreads to be taken out before the 24th of Jan, we're going to mudvayne and dont want his hair to be ruined... and I'll get you the money for my other friend's falls early Jan.. shes giving me the money on NYE.. the whole payment i think..

Might be going 'camping' with Sara and Shelli on NYE.. its not really camping.. just partying outdoors or something like that... I still wnat other options so if anyone has any ideas... feel free to share

We'll be fine with our... hubcap..

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 09:01:17 GMT

Went shopping on Friday with Sara and Kayla
I bought my hair dye from newtown, but thats about it.. Sara bought out half of sydney with her nothing over $15 rule which actually works.. she streched $50 pretty far

Went to go see King Kong that night with Kira who happily greeted me on the train with a chocolate falvoured condom she found on the floor (it was still in the packet.. we're not that dirty). Movie didnt start for another 45min so we went to third ave McDonalds to get dinner, feeling bored.. got our dinner and put the condom in the straw despenser and ran for it.. so amusing
Walking back to the cinemas some arsehole cop knocked over my large coke from Macca's and only stopped to look at the cup on the ground and say sorry.. what a wanker.. didnt offer to pay for it or anything.. I hadnt even drunk any, pfft
Met up with Sarah and Finn in line, Found out sarah had to do her Music Business interview over the phone which was sorta slack but at least shes got it done now. Don't ask about King Kong.. alright movie but such a waste of 2 hours of film at the start. I totally forgot I was even watcing King Kong, no giant monkey
After the movie we proceeded on turning off the escalators at westpoint (dont do that.. it makes a very bad loud siren noise), turning off the escalators at Blacktown train station and racing trolleys through the car park like true jackass's. We also picked up a hubcap and P plates as well as 2 guys asking for our numbers.. I offered the hupcap to him.

Drove Kira to work on Saturday and went to a 'friends house' that night.. didnt do much.. just talked for ages then slept.. the end
Bought a new phone today but as soon as i got home i found a better one (hows gay of me) so Im seeling my noka 2650 to Dooley for $150,
bought for $119
network locking removed for $30.. its basically an ouright phone now
Outright price - $179

if anyone can do better than $150 and wants the phone let me know (its only a few hours old)

Are we there yet?

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 13:46:02 GMT

OK so Umina wasnt my cup of tea.. although Pearl Beach was beautiful (to look at)
The markets sucked.. Erina Fair was ghey.. and I spent most of my weekend sleeping in a caravan watching DVDs.. some holiday
Why am I writing here? I just realised I have nothing to say, lol
So anyway.. yeh.. probably going to catch up with Sara (not you twilight_frog hehe.. i wish) this week.. we're short and bored.. poor us
Looking for something to do New Years Eve rather than what I did last New years.. Get Covered in blood by posthuman3 (You can do that again if you REALLY want Tanya.. Im open)
Anyone got any ideas what to do for NYE??
I want to see people I havent seen in awhile which I like everyone.. (wink wkink..Holly??)
Maybe stalk Dave because I have his Mudvayne ticket...
Im going to go clean my room (NOT)

CUM with..

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 06:43:16 GMT

OMG How hot is.. blaaah!!

Music business evening on moday.. the most un-informative evening of my life

Supposed Music audition Tuesday morning.. didn't go because I realised that performance wasnt what i really wanted.. I mean I suck at performing...

Went shooping with Dooley Tuesday afternoon and bought dad's birthday present and Dave's Mudvayne ticket.. thats about all..

Somr rabdom bits...

and a little something for the Mutant Cheerleader Barbies

Now Everyone thinks Im gay...

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 00:40:46 GMT

Well weekend was kinda good.. I think

Slept over twiggys on Friday.. didnt do much just watched schappelle show, closer, bagged out basically everyone we could think of.. then thats about it

Went into blacktown about 11 where we met up with Matt who had no idea on how to contact Lynn so me here to save the day called lyndall who walked with us to Lynn's house where Matt got his dreads in and we bought a few other bits and pieces froom X-LOX.

Found out blacktown was shit.. went to Parra..

Decided to go to the city that night because Ricky is a fag and didnt contact me about joel's 18th *tear*

went to pady's and bought some.. 'stuff'. Went to Utopia to meet up with basically a ton of people I knew like Stuart and Rose and Sara and Sarz etc:..
1 hour later - BORING!.. left to go to some gig with Dooley, Sara, Shel and Rose. Because we didnt get through the door we just kinda drank in the park for a bit then headed in our different directions.. which was 2 considering everyone but Sara and Shel went to Dooley's that night

Why this title for this entry??
As soon as I hopped on msn last night Stuart told me that everyone believed me when i said he was gay.. now the chic that used to like him thinks he's gay... DAMM IM GOOD!!!

Today or actually tonight is my Music Business thing.. (she only called it a questionair/interview/audition.. very open)
Gah! i dont even know where the fuck Lecture hall 2 is... I hate TAFE
My Audition for Music foundation is tomorrow.. I hope I go shit so i can do Business.. I dont know where rehersal room 1 block D is either... I hate TAFE more..

I shall name her.. Chlymidia!!

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 09:01:11 GMT

almost a week since my last update.. before i head off to twiggy's I'll fill you in on my life of nothingness..

Last Thursday - Twiggy, Michale + me bought our mudvayne tickets.. (The count of people going so far isnt many.. yay!! No brad!.. Nay!! the community door!!! *stab stab*)
Saw some movie.. I slept through.. dont remember what it was called or what it was about
Re-Pinked my hair.. ran into scott.. then tried to make plans fore the next day...
here we go..

Last friday - Went to the city with Michael + Scott and shopped pointlessly till 2ish when twiggy turned up where we ran away from the gusy to go waste about $200 on some very cool shit (mind you that morning i bought an import murderdolls cd with a vanity mirror thing.. ultra hot!)
Stayed in the city till 11.. during that time we
- watched some street performer... yelled "Go gabbo" at him.. he was lost..
- Yelled at the skaties "Go gabbo"... they were confused
- Yelled at each other "Gabbo!"... No one knew what gabbo was.. just sounded cool (of course I was the one to start this pointless crap)
Twiggy stayed over that night. too lazy and tired to do anything but be digital losers and play xbox and abuse people on msn

Saturday - Kirsty drove down from Dubbo with her baby birdies (they were sooo.... YUK! OMG they were naked birds and had huge eyeballs and were eeew... I was scared out of my pants) so was my budgie (poor baby)
Shopped for some new tops for kirsty then headed back to my place where a few others joined myself, kirsty and twiggy for a night in at mine (that does NOT equal fun)

Sunday - Couldn't wait to get rid of them

Monday + Tuesday - N/A

Wednesday - I got an invite to an invite only sale at Toys'R'Us.. (thanks Jodie) and spent some more money that i dont have.. but I did buy tanya's birthday present (Sorry Im like 2 weeks too late akemi)

Thursday - N/A

Friday - Stopped by Tanya's place to drop off her pressie whcih tanya named something chlymidia.. and I yelled at jay (yay!).. went to blacktown with my mum where we trie to convince some woman that those pants did NOT make her arse look fat (it was like a size 8.. sheesh) Had no idea who she was just wanted out opinion.. for 15 minutes.. (thats 15 minuted of my life that stranger wasted)
Now i shoulsd go and shopw and pack.. Twiggy's mum aka my second mum is coming to pick me up soon

Tomorrow Im going with matt to meet Lynn in blacktown where we'll go get his dreads done (my friend twiggy is coming too Lynn.. hope you don't mind) and then its a toss up between Joel's 18th or some gig in the city which Rose has invited me to.. (Joel's 18th if ricky calls.. city f Ricky doesnt call.. then again.. this gig is free)

Ah mum is yelling now.. gtg.. (ights are diming too.. damm strom)..

4Hols

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 07:44:18 GMT

Happy

Birthday

Holly

{Nice Shoes}

How do you get hemeroids?

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 14:30:14 GMT

Im such a lost cookie now days

Went to chatswood with Alison today and bought a gorgeous black dress with a pink + black fishnet fairy skirt bit at the bottom.. I <3 it..

Got commented by 2 people on my hair in a full 10min (I hadn't even gotten off the train mind you.. i was still in west Sydney)

We foudn out that Alison's friend lauren had hemeroids in her arse for some strange reason.. was wondering how she got hemeroids in thr first place(Im going to look this up thats how bored I am)

Got a call from the TAFE saying that I have an audition in 2 weeks.. eek!! I suck and I dont want to get together some more pieces.. I hate performing.. well if Im going to be judged/marked I hate it.. wish me luck please [*]

Picked up my spunky formal photos but i think I'll put some more in because people have been sending me their own..

Mudvayne tickets are supposed to gon Sale tomorrow.. I'll be having a chat with those chics in ticketek again..

Dave wants me to plan a party at my place.. im considering..

T H E E N D - How sad....